As I lay there during my recovery, I've been thinking of alot of things. Mainly my books and photography. I've been having these dreams and daydreams of how I want my books to come out, and it's working. However, the hard part is getting on the computer to write them down when they come to me. My mom still has every account on the computer password protected, simply because I spent too much time on the comp writing my stories and talking to people. But that's fine. Also, I may just skip out on college longer and finally try to really find a job. I've already applied to alot of stores, but my friend Eric told me that a Target store needs night stockers, so I'm thinking after I heal some more, and the swelling finally goes down, I'll go apply to be a night stocker. Hell, I'm tall and strong, and he says he's getting $7 bucks an hour. Maybe if I get a job, I can finally get a credit card of some sorts and create an Ebay account and sell a bunch of shit that I need to sell.
However, on the note of recovery, I'm doing alot better. Still have some swelling to get rid of, and still need to be careful of the left side and top of my head, since those areas still need the bone to be healed. I can finally see out of my left eye, and everything looks perfect. I can walk strong, I can stand for a long period, I can get up without getting that dizzy feeling, I can bend over somewhat, but still it's better than nothing. I still weigh 360-365, so I'm glad I haven't put anything on during my weeks of inactivity. It hurts like a bitch when I sneeze, but that's to be expected. The scaring is actually doing very well and has gone down alot, although there is still a spot on the left side of my head that is still raised. Umm..I can finally lay down in my bed flat without my head going into a spasm. So basically all I'm waiting for is the bone to heal, the swelling to go down, and to bend over and touch my toes without getting that sick feeling in my head. And when I can finally touch my toes without getting the sick feeling, I'll be able to go back to bowling. Dear spirits, how I miss bowling.